Moving quickly

Some people ask me why i don't update anymore.
its not that i am abandoning this blog, its just that.. this year has been really hectic for me. Since it started i am having classes from 8 am till 6 pm, imagine reaching home at 7.30pm because of the jam?

Well lucky me the new D.U.K.E highway is up and running. It stands for Duta Ulu Klang Expressway. Freaking cool, it takes me like 5 mins from Jalan Pahang. However, the sad thing to this is, i can't use this highway to college because there is a part that is still under construction.
Anyways.. the usage of this highway is currently free until Feb

Okay, back to my life. Now, why is my life hectic? The fact that i am a Year 2 major in international business student, i am rushing to complete my year 2 subjects and my remaining year 1 equivalent subjects in order to prepare myself to fly to aussie. Yesh, i am going to aussie. its ths coming June or July, if everything goes well that is.. Soo i am taking 5 overlapping subjects now and i have no break. i repeat myself NO BREAK until i fly. this means i totally have no freedom and no outstations. nevermind that, i am quite use to it d.

Also, fact that i have shockingly quit drinking, i bet most of you would say " Fuck that shyt la, he is lieing". So boys and girls, man and ladies, it true. Sad, but true. It is actuallly one of my new year resolutions, which is to have a clean body. i know that it won't be possible, but it isn't impossible to achieve. I know, i contradict myself.

Also, fact that i didn't go out to drinking nights, i turned myself into a nerd. yesh, a nerd. Bet you all would say " what the fuck??!" haha. i just change, even the way i dress now looks fashionably nerdy. hahaha

Well, keeping this image comes witth a price, i had to sacrifice a few things. I tend to lose clubbing kakizz , having more alone time in college, and spend most of my time in the library. and you know what? it was all worth it.
Now i know if i actually put effort, i can get B's. I know, its only B's, to some people. But you see, i am not as bright as you people think i am. I am just street smart. academically, not vey much. But vocally strong. LOLS. God! what am i saying here..nvm.

Speaking of emo, and sad. i Do feel like that sometimes. Its not because i am always alone, making me sound like a lifeless person. I do have friends. A lot of them. But, its the fact that heart breaks knowing the people that i "love" to care about is going off to Aussie, I am not gonna disclose who you are, You should know urself. I will miss you darling, speaking of which.. i already am missing you. (you should ask yourself why i miss you so much already).


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Dedicating to C,

You are always going to be my special friend, although we don't get to see each other now eventhough we stay considerably close, but knowing that i won't get to see you in such a long period is going to be hard for me. and plus, the place that u are going won't be the same as mine. Heck! its FAR. Anyways, i hope that you could take care of urself and i hope you learn how to cook! :P i guess i might not be able to see you, since u said you are going to fly right after CNY, i won't be in KL for about 4 days. Going back hometown. So we'll just leave it to hope and faith that we meet soon. i bid you my best wishes of luck when you are there. Do come online more often. gonna miss your chubby cheeks. and i have kept this emotion for a long time, but i am going to continue keeping it. Cause, i hope that in the future, it might mean something.

If you are reading this, i would like you to also know that, last year sucks really badly. I've met up with u only about 3 times!!

p/s: nothing.

w*

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Today is a Tuesday and i did something that i can't forgive myself. My brain was dead, and i was in the library, wanted to go back but it was raining, so i chilled at G- floor. What did i Do that made me feel guilty now?
Well, i offended a friend.
It starts like this, i am a person like usually talks before he thinks. I am learning to change that. But what i did, i hope that he can forgive. I feel that i insulted him, and we weren't close. Bro, just to tell you, i am really sorry. and i didnt mean the things i said. It were just my views, and you shouldnt take account of the things i said. i hope you understand that i can be a bitch sometimes, and it may time for me to realise. So i hope that you can forgive me.

signing off, w*


Sorry readers, that i havent been updating my blog, my life seems to get bored, and this is actually my happy blog. to share happiness with you all, I dont want you all to see the misery side of me. Thus, if i am sad, i won't update. That goes for also, if i am bored, or if i have totally nothing to right, or just plain lazy. I know its not an excuse, but don't worry. CNY is coming, i'll try to make my blog interesting again. cheers. and bye.